Oh no..

In the Scottish play, Macbeth has a soliloquy in act one scene seven. What does this mean? He talks to himself like a mad man for a long time. The whole things is simply him fighting with himself about if he should kill Duncan or not. Its a huge problem because on one hand, he would then be king and be able to have anything he wants. And it could be done successfully. But on the other hand Duncan is a member of his family and his king. It would be wrong to betray him like that.  So he is basically having a debate with himself of should i do it, or should i not?


I have one minor problem, as national novel writing month
Begins its approach: What story should i deem worth of being put to paper, and how
is a story deemed unworthy; What is it
that i should spend my time writing about,
and who am I, to decide, what others will want to read.  A story
of friendship that fails each other; that takes the reader on a trip, and, breaks them apart, Later
to come back at me with anger; or should it be written
of gore and malice and hatred and horror to make my own heart fear. I have never written;
Of fear, or gore that makes someone scared, so that should pull me away from that path; but also,
I have never written to break a readers heart, so how could i possibly chose. And what, do I
know, I am not a professional, yet how can I make the choice of what others will want to read,
But i have read all my life, i have some experience in picking books, and what is in good taste; but is it really for everyone; Of course not, so i am left to think, heart breaking or horrifying, both viable options,both very doable and yet I still cant chose. I have no idea,but maybe some tea, will help calm my mind.